Southchurch Drive North

We were so close to getting it. We had it right there, at the reach of our hands. We could almost touch it. And then, when we had taken all the necessary steps to get it, it vanished before our eyes. Down on my knees he found me again - I thought I wouldnt see the day - Im not in a mood to speak right now- I said whilst tears streamed down my face - Diana, you have found the way. You have - It doesnt seem that way. It actually seems like someone is playing a joke on me constantly. I put all the effort and will I have left to achieve something, and just when Im this close to getting what we need to move on, everything crumbles. Everything is for nothing. And here we are. I dismissed you, and you've had to come back because I havent lasted a fucking month without you. - Diana, stop. This moment is not you. You have not failed. - I have. Look at me. - I am. I am with the eyes that you have forgotten how to use. You promised me you were going to be kind to yourself and be there for you...

Y se, o mas bien quiero confiar, en que Dios tiene un plan para mi.  Que despues de todos los dias nublados y llenos de tristeza y sentimientos de estar perdido, un dia entenderé por que estoy aqui. Me arrepentire de todas las cosas que no pude hacer porque no entendia por que tenia que pasar por ellas. Pero ya sera tarde. Dos minutos. Dos minutos de caida, en los que, de repente, el entendio todo. Pero ya era demasiado tarde para volver. Un golpe ensordecedor acabo con todo. Ni un solo pensamiento. Ni un solo sentimiento. "Buenos dias desde North Parade. Hoy hace un dia excelente, espero que podais disfrutar la maravillosa temperatura y el solete que hace" Abri los ojos. Supongo que la vida me habia dado una segunda oportunidad.